dreamland

banyak2 soalan orang penah tanya aku is that why do men see girls yang ada boyfriend nampak cam lagi lawa dari biasa. come again? first time aku dengar general question camnih. of course la aku cakap tak ada comment , tak pernah pulak la terpikir benda2 camnih. sebenarnya aku tak kisah. kalau minah tuh dah ada boyfriend lagi la aku tak nak tengok, much more saying about something like above.

anti social?yeah kind of. aku pon dah lupa yang a few people are around sebab diorang keep a low profile, or aku yang tak kisah or we are all damned ignorant pasal tak kisah about our community. what the hell i am blabbering about early in the morning....so camnih...either you give a damn or don't, take it your way...

jack's secret

wassup?wassup?
jack's secret? ah..men never like somebody telling them what to do..or criticize on what they want to do....experience?sort of..a few years ago,aku terkena hype simpan rambut panjang... somebody came along and told me it was too long...those days aku was very impatient and get jumpy easily..so aku dengan tak sengaja raised my voice...and the dia pulak yang tak puas hati ngan aku...agak awkward ......patutnya aku tak puas hati kan..terbalik pulak dah...
so lepas nih jangan marah aku kalau aku nak simpan rambut panjang...takut aku get jumpy pulak kang...

one thing yang aku agak regret is that au tak penah balik malaysia even for once while aku ada kat sini. years went by and a few close relatives are not around anymore. i shed my tears,deep inside . those are the regrets that i had, not being able to see them for even once. aku? aku pon tak tahu bila aku punya turn.....but the rest of my remaining life i try to spend them in being closer to other relatives that are still around.....

the past,the present and the road ahead

yo!
Finally 2004 is drawing closer to its end and with it another year of my youth, spent in chasing useless ambitions, frantic assignments completion and the hours spent in excessive gaming and anime watching.

Winter?winter in minnesota is not the one kind one will be able to get used with. just prepare so that the sunshine will not deceive your thinking about the 'nice' sunny weather outside, the coldness will kill your brain cells. studies have proven that minnesota's winter will drive people crazy (don't believe this crap). wan't to see some crazy people?take a look outside the window and if you spot somebody jogging in the freezing weather,you'll know the bounday between being crazy and being sane.

fianlly a recommendation to anime watchers, take a look at Wings of Honneamise. it's an anime, but much better than lot of crap you are watching. good story line, dark humor and it's not crap. for those who has much better things to do, this doesn't apply to your lot.

go out there and freeze your brain, it ain't the end of the world, yet

into the heat of cold..

outstation for about a week.as if aku update benda nih regularly.
what's up with the last deleted entry...nothing much just fooling around with your brain.

the past few days haven't been a productive period. lucky enough UT2004 came around and I was able to put all my sniping skills at work. UT2004? oo..that game where you can blow your opponents head of and decapitate them..watch their guts flying in mid air after a strike from a missile launcher. this is what i've been missing since UT2003 came into inception. Or even better, practice a mini nuclear gun and watch everything being obliterated , (that includes myself). beware this is for men only, not for girls, girly type men and those who are faint at heart.

post exam syndrome

entry kali nih takde kaitan langsung dengan tajuk kat atas. sebenarnya dah lama nak taruk topik nih..tapi kena hati2 mana la tahu orang yang baca blog aku nih terasa pulak kang..
a few blog yang aku read through talked about blog orang lain and their comments..tak kesah la ok ke tak ok..

aku pon ada gak baca2 blog orang lain..so far aku respect apa yang orang lain tulis in their blog...in no way aku nak kata blog diorang nih miserable ke ..full of kutukan ke...every blogger ada diorang punya style of writing and idea diorang..so nak tak nak kita kena la respect their workpiece.

Aku punya purpose? Nothing much..just to bear in mind that when we write something that touches other people's action...actually we are taking a big risk...so depending on what a person write in his blog...don't be surprise if you lose a friend the next day or gain more the next day. aku advocate free speech and aku pacifist..when it comes to blogging aku try to veer away from writing about other people..aku tak nak amik risk in this case.So write what we want..but there is always a risk...

Session ??: whatchamacallit

The dreaded fibals are creeping...but motivation is one huge factor yang aku takde...after tye last day of class aku mula membuat extreme downloading activity..everything from anime to pc games...kerja? forget about that for a while...InsyaAllah lepas khuruj seminggu akan kembali bertugas di FM. tow major thins: UTK2004 and MS-18E Kampfer...dua benda yang aku dah lama nak sentuh tapi tak sentuh2 lagi...as an extreme gamer and otaku model kit..ini la 2 major plan aku for the break..no travel..no snowboarding ...or maybe i'll go for one..since aku taknah main snowboarding...( i choose gym workout over crazy ass sport macam snowboarding)..
loser? as if i care ..i am fine with that...

Apa rahsia nak jadi kaya....emm..let me tell you...there is nobody rich on this planet..why...simply because we are just the caretaker...when we die ...no single cents will go with us in the grave....what we left will be passed to our succesor. abis tu apsal ko kerja weekend...emm..just to kill time...apsal kerja byk hours..alhamdulillah sup aku baik...sapa yang kenal aku knows my story..i won't tell my story here....discussion pasal duit banyak..kereta lawa..rumah besar..sebenarnya tak elok...opinion aku..insyaAllah bila kau kerja nanti..kalo bole nbak hidup sederhana je..bole tanggung keluarga aku...and at the same time bole tolong orang lain..InsyaAllah

Session XX?

rupa2nya aku tak bole stop lagi from writing soemthing for this blog.
Desigm Show was a success, and CAE was terrific, if you what it feels to sleep for one hour a night. This is actually the thrill yang aku cari masa tengah belajar...getting into a heated discussion with your peers on engineering stuff , though most of the time kitorang had no slightest idea what kind of crap we talked about. So sebenarnya engineering is fun when we het to spout of cool engineering terms to the lot who are void of of engineering knowledge.

Strykowski, he is a killer. Aku was in charge of FEA for aku punya team, and kena fire on the spot ngan Strykowski pasal method aku guna untuk set up problem in FLUENT, software yang aku pakai untuk CFD. SHIAT, dah la ramai orang kat booth team aku masa tuh.

Aku plan on applying for grad school after this semester. InsyaAllah ada rezeki sambung belajar. Until then, i can't still let my undergrad years went down the drain.