assalammualaikum
this is probably the last entry aku nak tulis for minnesota chapter of skyfurnace. this
time it is for real, since i might not see some of the guys here for the rest of years yang aku ada. To start with, aku did a few things a few days back just to get the feel of minnesota once again and for one last time. aku pegi ichiban and tengok movie. it's not enough but it's okay enough. harinih aku pegi jumpa supervisor aku and co worker aku masa kerja FM, ..shit tears also welled up my eyes. aku pegi celebration birthday nora aka pitis, met a few guys and say goodbye in a hurry, not a good way to go , it seems. mintak mahap banyak2, aku ada bad habit of not looking back when saying goodbye.
everything has been done, and more will come. bole bersedih for a goodbye..but life goes on. aku pon ada mixed feeling, part of aku is excited and part of aku is not quite happy and ready to leave. new life is waiting at the end of this one..though aku not quite looking forward towards that. more meeting and more parting will happen
it's just a matter of coping with the feelings or emotions. tears has dried up and laughter has faded away. get a hold of yourself and look forward.
to my comrade in arms who struggle to keep themselves awake in class and burnt themselves away at the night, congratulations for korang punya achievement and aku wish the best in what you want to do. it has been a fun four years. please forget all the grudges and forgive each other. aku rasa that's the best thing one can do for the others and for oneself. this parting is not the end of everything, insyaAllah when we crossed each other's path in the future, aku harap korang will be succesful and made the country pride for having such great and wonderful citizens.
special attribute to budak gilrs indoor soccer, it's been fun coaching these guys for a while though aku not quite fit for the job. congratulations on the gold for the last midwest games. keep the spirit burning.
aku akan try to keep this blog alive for as long as aku boleh. do visit it in your spare time, though it's not too entertaining for your eyes. aku nak apologize for all the tease and bad jokes aku used to crack on you guys and pissed you guys off.make doa for aku punya success and insyaAllah i will do the same for you guys. i guess it's about time to put a goodbye here and thank you for everything.
Friday, June 10, 2005
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
good bye already?
yo there....to orang yang aku kenal and tak kenal
the last few weeks aku spent a huge amount of money getting new stuff. aku not that happy to get all those things since they cost a fortune....it does not really matter anymore
aku rasa it is still too early to put an end to everything ..so let skyfurnace stay alive for a while. it won't hurt doing so. so what's up? having fun ? it's not too much fun these days...they sky has been raining lately..i don't if the sky is weeping for us who are leaving and those who already did
4 tahun seems like a dream. It's just like aku baru datang minnesota semalam and i am
leaving tomorrow. terasa cam orang tua bila flashback all those youth days
the last few weeks aku spent a huge amount of money getting new stuff. aku not that happy to get all those things since they cost a fortune....it does not really matter anymore
aku rasa it is still too early to put an end to everything ..so let skyfurnace stay alive for a while. it won't hurt doing so. so what's up? having fun ? it's not too much fun these days...they sky has been raining lately..i don't if the sky is weeping for us who are leaving and those who already did
4 tahun seems like a dream. It's just like aku baru datang minnesota semalam and i am
leaving tomorrow. terasa cam orang tua bila flashback all those youth days
Monday, June 06, 2005
air mata seorang lelaki....
a man shall not shed tears from sadness, a man shed tears from kindness
a man should not worry about small things
a man should not leave his friend and fight alone
resume yang kosong adalah something yang kurang menarik. takde benda menarik yang bole dimasukkan dalam resume. nak harapkan in class experience je...probably tak cukup. tapi kerja is something yang aku really looking forward to, the exception is malas nak buat resume dengan cover letter.
a man should not worry about small things
a man should not leave his friend and fight alone
resume yang kosong adalah something yang kurang menarik. takde benda menarik yang bole dimasukkan dalam resume. nak harapkan in class experience je...probably tak cukup. tapi kerja is something yang aku really looking forward to, the exception is malas nak buat resume dengan cover letter.
hyperweapon, yesterday,tomorrow and no future
favorite past time aku lepas grad is to browse the internet looking for some good stuff. iaku harap this stuff does not bore the death out of you guys.aku found this site...http://aswars.tripod.com/id52.html..that has some pretty damn good artbooks.
go there if any of you interested..especially mecha maniac and guys that love amazing pieces of engineering although they exist on drawing boards only.
it's been a while since aku hangout outside apartment aku with others.apart from work. that trip to ichiban was the first and last i'd ever been to that place. the food was good but the price was a killer. it's not like aku pegi sana everyday..so it does not really matter..probably the last chance aku dapat to walk around downtown. there is no point in being sentimental since aku don't have the neck for that...
undergraduate years aku were finally over last friday after the idl assignment was completed. the only thing yang aku regret is that aku took it S/N grading.......it wasn't fun reading all those "short" stories....and it's not fun to do 9 months job in 4 months....aku pon tak tahu what keeps aku go on on that stuff...mana datang that burning spirit....aku lupa the reason aku started to do it...to whoever it concerns..terima kasih for those motivational words though aku did not take it seriously for the past 2-3 years.
go there if any of you interested..especially mecha maniac and guys that love amazing pieces of engineering although they exist on drawing boards only.
it's been a while since aku hangout outside apartment aku with others.apart from work. that trip to ichiban was the first and last i'd ever been to that place. the food was good but the price was a killer. it's not like aku pegi sana everyday..so it does not really matter..probably the last chance aku dapat to walk around downtown. there is no point in being sentimental since aku don't have the neck for that...
undergraduate years aku were finally over last friday after the idl assignment was completed. the only thing yang aku regret is that aku took it S/N grading.......it wasn't fun reading all those "short" stories....and it's not fun to do 9 months job in 4 months....aku pon tak tahu what keeps aku go on on that stuff...mana datang that burning spirit....aku lupa the reason aku started to do it...to whoever it concerns..terima kasih for those motivational words though aku did not take it seriously for the past 2-3 years.
Friday, June 03, 2005
officially over man
4 years
in case you bums are wondering who writes this blog, aku letak gamabr satu kat atas...please feel free to wonder which one I am and correct guess does not entitled you to any prizes...
Thursday, June 02, 2005
superficiality
no matter what people write in their blogs, the reader should read it with an open mind. lantak pi la diorang nak tulis apa dalam blog, bila aku baca blog orang..aku assume that they are ready to risk their neck for what they want to write and especially for what they believe. so readers, sit back and enjoy, don't get so jumpy kalau2 terasa or feel bad....it's not an easy world to live in..and the fact that ada 3 billion people living on this planet means that ada 3 billion ragam dan perangai yang kita kena handle.
Iraq: Nearly 50 killed in 1 day - [Politics]
Submitted by scienott on 6/3/2005 11:56:54 PM
An overnight bombing [Thursday] brought the one-day death toll to 49, after 4 suicide bombings exploded across the country's north. The violence comes after Iraq's government launched a new crackdown in Baghdad on Sunday.
Operation Lightning, which placed dozens of checkpoints and some 40,000 troops on Baghdad's streets, appears to have slowed the number of attacks plaguing the capital. Iraqi officials say they have arrested at least 700 people, and killed 28 rebels in fire fights. But bombings have continued around the capital.
The one-day death toll from the attacks include:
* 12 killed in a car bombing outside a restaurant about 90 kilometres south of Kirkuk.
* 4 Iraqi bystanders killed in a suicide car bombing targeting a convoy of civilian contractors in Kirkuk.
* 4 killed in a suicide car bombing in Baqouba, about 60 kilometres northeast of Baghdad.
* 5 Iraqis killed in Mosul when two parked motorcycles rigged with bombs blew up near a coffee shop.
* 9 killed when men in cars sprayed gunfire into a crowded market in the northern neighbourhood of Hurriyah.
CBC
camne orang bole bomb their own kinsmen..right in broad daylight....sometimes bila aku baca berita..pasal bombing especially kat iraq...shit...biar benar diorang nih...selamba je bomb anak orang, bapak orang dengan mak orang.....aku bole understand their sentiment against the yankees, tapi bomb fellow iraqians...those assholes must be out of whack....aku rasa aku tak gila..but the world is....
sapa2 ada baca torrentspy, they came up with something that there is gene for heroin addiction...apahal.......shit kalo orang merokok kirannya ada gene merokok la dalam badan diorang...what the hell man, aku tak bole buy that kind of crap...it's like saying humans are ready programmed to do stuff because there are certain types of genes yang make them want to do stuff....susah la ini macam kalo orang yakin that their brain can be used to solve every single mystery and problem in this world.
Iraq: Nearly 50 killed in 1 day - [Politics]
Submitted by scienott on 6/3/2005 11:56:54 PM
An overnight bombing [Thursday] brought the one-day death toll to 49, after 4 suicide bombings exploded across the country's north. The violence comes after Iraq's government launched a new crackdown in Baghdad on Sunday.
Operation Lightning, which placed dozens of checkpoints and some 40,000 troops on Baghdad's streets, appears to have slowed the number of attacks plaguing the capital. Iraqi officials say they have arrested at least 700 people, and killed 28 rebels in fire fights. But bombings have continued around the capital.
The one-day death toll from the attacks include:
* 12 killed in a car bombing outside a restaurant about 90 kilometres south of Kirkuk.
* 4 Iraqi bystanders killed in a suicide car bombing targeting a convoy of civilian contractors in Kirkuk.
* 4 killed in a suicide car bombing in Baqouba, about 60 kilometres northeast of Baghdad.
* 5 Iraqis killed in Mosul when two parked motorcycles rigged with bombs blew up near a coffee shop.
* 9 killed when men in cars sprayed gunfire into a crowded market in the northern neighbourhood of Hurriyah.
CBC
camne orang bole bomb their own kinsmen..right in broad daylight....sometimes bila aku baca berita..pasal bombing especially kat iraq...shit...biar benar diorang nih...selamba je bomb anak orang, bapak orang dengan mak orang.....aku bole understand their sentiment against the yankees, tapi bomb fellow iraqians...those assholes must be out of whack....aku rasa aku tak gila..but the world is....
sapa2 ada baca torrentspy, they came up with something that there is gene for heroin addiction...apahal.......shit kalo orang merokok kirannya ada gene merokok la dalam badan diorang...what the hell man, aku tak bole buy that kind of crap...it's like saying humans are ready programmed to do stuff because there are certain types of genes yang make them want to do stuff....susah la ini macam kalo orang yakin that their brain can be used to solve every single mystery and problem in this world.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
last man standing
bila ko tak cukup tido badan will not function properly.......kena pulak ada assignment
due the next day....aku penah tak tido sehari.....by the time dah masuk subuh......otak dah penat tapi badan still nak buat kerja...aku bagi assignment kat orang suruh submit...pastuh aku tido ..tak pegi kelas....the point is...don't skip meals and get enough rest....orang yang tak cukup benda nih can easily get mad....
next topik....aku takde kaitan dengan sapa2..so jangan bawak cerita yang tak betul....nak tahu tanya..jangan dengar cakap orang lain.....so what aku lepak dengan orang perempuan..does that mean aku have anything to do with them....the shape aku in right now.....aku tak bole figure out anyone who likes games more than anything else...including money.......
seriously, someone wil get whacked before aku balik malaysia
due the next day....aku penah tak tido sehari.....by the time dah masuk subuh......otak dah penat tapi badan still nak buat kerja...aku bagi assignment kat orang suruh submit...pastuh aku tido ..tak pegi kelas....the point is...don't skip meals and get enough rest....orang yang tak cukup benda nih can easily get mad....
next topik....aku takde kaitan dengan sapa2..so jangan bawak cerita yang tak betul....nak tahu tanya..jangan dengar cakap orang lain.....so what aku lepak dengan orang perempuan..does that mean aku have anything to do with them....the shape aku in right now.....aku tak bole figure out anyone who likes games more than anything else...including money.......
seriously, someone wil get whacked before aku balik malaysia
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