being single is not that great and fun..and not miserable either.....cam best gak takde additional attachment to people....aku kena work out attachment dengan family since aku tak balik rumah for a long,long time and jarang2 call rumah........aku masih dalam stage nak having fun while it lasts...i mean the fun of being single......aku not the type to phone someone for 2-3 hours and not the romantic type...kasar,crude, coarse is more prevalent in current lifestyle..depending on who aku talk to, aku would say anything without holding anything back......
a few weeks back....mak aku tanya if aku ada somebody special......emmm..aku pon terkedu sekejap...tapi fact is fact...aku pon cakap kat mak aku takde lagi......siap nak rekemenkan this girl who used to be classmate aku masa primary school...........
it's not like aku tak suka choice mak aku...there are too much things that aku need to settle down first and moving on from this boring, dull, gray life. takpa2..abang2 aku dah nak kawin..so mak aku takkan sunyi without menantu..insyaAllah.....
what type I am......aku nih just an old fashioned guy, anti social...dull and boring
fashion sense aku blind.......aku tak suka dengar lagu....aku anti alat2 muzik..macam drum ngan gitar......go tell that to your friends if they asked about aku.....
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Monday, May 30, 2005
what if....
aloo...
the best way to get sunburnt is to canoe 20 miles a day in BWCA...
baru balik dari MG2005 kat UIUC. how was it? so-so ..not too bad aku rasa...baru tambah pengalaman baru .... when it comes to having female supporters...they will not hold back about what they have in their mind....shit..aku pon sakit hati dengar..even though yang kena bash the opponents and the refs.....
so mg2005 ended with pst leaving home with no medals and crippled men..casualties of war...it's not a big deal anyway...it's not going to help anyway...aku got to now more people and aku rasa that's the main reason aku pegi mg2005.....
not even a thank you?
the best way to get sunburnt is to canoe 20 miles a day in BWCA...
baru balik dari MG2005 kat UIUC. how was it? so-so ..not too bad aku rasa...baru tambah pengalaman baru .... when it comes to having female supporters...they will not hold back about what they have in their mind....shit..aku pon sakit hati dengar..even though yang kena bash the opponents and the refs.....
so mg2005 ended with pst leaving home with no medals and crippled men..casualties of war...it's not a big deal anyway...it's not going to help anyway...aku got to now more people and aku rasa that's the main reason aku pegi mg2005.....
not even a thank you?
Monday, May 23, 2005
and justice for all.....
hahaha..aku terasa all those hard years aku spent seem to be wasted down the drain....study? not that type of hardworking......aku terasa all the cold cash aku dapat from aku punya part time work is a bunch of useless green papers.....mengapa..pasal they will not serve the purpose on which aku strive to get those green thing. aku dah belajar to accept the fact that there are things yang bole ditengok je tapi too expensive to hold....damn aku should spent all those cash on a new gaming rig...
aku got no time to be drowning in this kind of situation. the call to serve the country will come in no time...aku rasa that's the real purpose aku datang ke sini. no matter what grade aku dapat for those college years and no matter what government job aku land, as long as aku pay back all those taxpayers money...aku bole kata aku satisfied.
aku have a deep respect for JPA...since all aku punya expense diorang bayar.....orang orang yang kerja kat JPA..pon manusia gak..so please don't have any bad feeling towards them..let them do their stuff and we do our stuff.....all aku need to do is to pay back the tax payers money...nothing else matters
aku got no time to be drowning in this kind of situation. the call to serve the country will come in no time...aku rasa that's the real purpose aku datang ke sini. no matter what grade aku dapat for those college years and no matter what government job aku land, as long as aku pay back all those taxpayers money...aku bole kata aku satisfied.
aku have a deep respect for JPA...since all aku punya expense diorang bayar.....orang orang yang kerja kat JPA..pon manusia gak..so please don't have any bad feeling towards them..let them do their stuff and we do our stuff.....all aku need to do is to pay back the tax payers money...nothing else matters
the superficial life....
macam-macam jenis orang ada kat dunia nih. orang-orang cam aku get easily mistaken for being chinese. Aku jalan-jalan nak beli barang kat supermarket...and this little guy tanya..are you chinese? You are right by about 20 % ,boy. Spiritually aku 100% melayu.
That's a good thing about traveling places where people are not exposed to foreginer...kat US nih pon ada tempat yang bole dipanggil kampung..so US is not all about big cities and amusement parks. everywhere in US, big cities are the same. orang tanya aku, dah singgah LA? Nope and never will. the only places yang aku nak pegi is national parks and of course tempat first aku fell in love with nature, BWCA.
Johnlabu sudah selamat menikah.....hahahah....jealous? Shit yeah..you bet I am. dah aaa tak tunggu member balik ....chias....anyway it's a good thing for him and the other side.. selamat sudah mereka.....aku pon ada check a few references..it says that household chores is not compulsory for wife. So kena ubah skit perspektif...kena pay more due respect for the girls who are willing to share their life and when everything goes well insyaAllah takkan ada masalah.
That's a good thing about traveling places where people are not exposed to foreginer...kat US nih pon ada tempat yang bole dipanggil kampung..so US is not all about big cities and amusement parks. everywhere in US, big cities are the same. orang tanya aku, dah singgah LA? Nope and never will. the only places yang aku nak pegi is national parks and of course tempat first aku fell in love with nature, BWCA.
Johnlabu sudah selamat menikah.....hahahah....jealous? Shit yeah..you bet I am. dah aaa tak tunggu member balik ....chias....anyway it's a good thing for him and the other side.. selamat sudah mereka.....aku pon ada check a few references..it says that household chores is not compulsory for wife. So kena ubah skit perspektif...kena pay more due respect for the girls who are willing to share their life and when everything goes well insyaAllah takkan ada masalah.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
life on the road
petang-petang aku buat apa? let me tell you...it feels great to be free from school work and stuff..but kind of missing the old hectic days when sleep does not matter if you have assignments that were due...but it ain't over yet...aku right taking break before stepping further..semua orang dah bukak jobstreet and job related search..so aku pon jumped on the wagon to see what kind of engineering jobs are there in the market..malaysia does not have a very large market for ME grads yang specialize in heat transfer and fluid mechanics...probably doing research with local university would suit
aku punya interest.
aku loser? maybe you're right bro....missed many chances in life ...never bothered to take a second chance ....never cared about people......feelings are nuisance and bothersome....aku never give time to these things....probably a little..but something is dead and numb...chias....you bums won't fell for this kind of theatrics....aku ada two weeks left ..probably aku takkan datang lagi ke tempat nih...sweet memories? hard to tell...sweet memories aku banyak dalam kelas je...not quite fun ..you think?
aku punya interest.
aku loser? maybe you're right bro....missed many chances in life ...never bothered to take a second chance ....never cared about people......feelings are nuisance and bothersome....aku never give time to these things....probably a little..but something is dead and numb...chias....you bums won't fell for this kind of theatrics....aku ada two weeks left ..probably aku takkan datang lagi ke tempat nih...sweet memories? hard to tell...sweet memories aku banyak dalam kelas je...not quite fun ..you think?
Sunday, May 15, 2005
life post undergraduate years
bila aku bukak computer aku nak upgrade graphic card...baru aku sedar desktop aku dah bole dikategorikan sebagai relic from the past...this is one past yang aku kena upgrade..at worst throw it away...
aku bukan tech geek or something like that...computing hardware technology moves so fast that sekarang motherboard bole support 2 graphic cards...ada new stuff called liquid cooling.....that dulu aku fikir liquid cooling is absurd....the only choice that aku ada is to upgrade prehistoric desktop aku or get a new desktop yang bole dipanggil the ultimate gaming rig..or something like that
moving on next...aku nak mengucapkan tahniah kepada komrad yang dah selesai undergraduate study kat U of M..aku tunggu sampai budak2 econs selesai baru nak cakap benda nih..so that aku can get everyone in one well placed shot in the head...whatever plans yang korang ahead..aku wish well and untuk orang yang takde plan, take it easy and start everything at your own pace....maybe korang nak pegi ke sawah and ke kebun..hahaha plan aku before applying for any job.
aku noticed that one trend yang student ada after grad and before balik is to shop generously for their family..and themselves too. aku...aku don't really know what aku should bawak balik...aku dah tanya family aku apa diorang nak...so probably balik in one piece is good enough untuk orang cam aku yang tak ingat rumah langsung. that's what aku dapat after spending almost 10 years from home..
aku try not to blabber about what happened in the past for some say that when one talk about the past, it is the sign of old age.one last thing, a few days ago aku lepak kat little chef, so boss little chef pesan kat aku to tell you guys(brothers) to drop by his litle chef and say good bye before leaving this place
calo
aku bukan tech geek or something like that...computing hardware technology moves so fast that sekarang motherboard bole support 2 graphic cards...ada new stuff called liquid cooling.....that dulu aku fikir liquid cooling is absurd....the only choice that aku ada is to upgrade prehistoric desktop aku or get a new desktop yang bole dipanggil the ultimate gaming rig..or something like that
moving on next...aku nak mengucapkan tahniah kepada komrad yang dah selesai undergraduate study kat U of M..aku tunggu sampai budak2 econs selesai baru nak cakap benda nih..so that aku can get everyone in one well placed shot in the head...whatever plans yang korang ahead..aku wish well and untuk orang yang takde plan, take it easy and start everything at your own pace....maybe korang nak pegi ke sawah and ke kebun..hahaha plan aku before applying for any job.
aku noticed that one trend yang student ada after grad and before balik is to shop generously for their family..and themselves too. aku...aku don't really know what aku should bawak balik...aku dah tanya family aku apa diorang nak...so probably balik in one piece is good enough untuk orang cam aku yang tak ingat rumah langsung. that's what aku dapat after spending almost 10 years from home..
aku try not to blabber about what happened in the past for some say that when one talk about the past, it is the sign of old age.one last thing, a few days ago aku lepak kat little chef, so boss little chef pesan kat aku to tell you guys(brothers) to drop by his litle chef and say good bye before leaving this place
calo
Saturday, May 07, 2005
lousy and loser
compare to that certain major, aku tahu mech E is not the most hype major..aku pon tak sure ME at U of M still in top 10..sorry for us for being such assholes and tak bole lepak with the likes of a few people....hahaha.....what the hell
the problem with man is that most of us don't how how to act when it comes to having conversation with perempuan. naikkan suara kena interpret as rough and crude..bila melawak skit they will interpret as mengutuk......bila senyap kata sombong........hahaha..dilemma? you bet we are....maybe they really are from some other planet...hahaha bak kata pyan....
is this the end? if it is then let it come sooner....aku takde benda dah nak gain kat sini....alhamdulillah dah selesai even though achievement aku is not strong.....a few of us never had the chance to get back home in this past years..and aku have stuff to do before i can rest...emm..probably start a new life at this end...
the problem with man is that most of us don't how how to act when it comes to having conversation with perempuan. naikkan suara kena interpret as rough and crude..bila melawak skit they will interpret as mengutuk......bila senyap kata sombong........hahaha..dilemma? you bet we are....maybe they really are from some other planet...hahaha bak kata pyan....
is this the end? if it is then let it come sooner....aku takde benda dah nak gain kat sini....alhamdulillah dah selesai even though achievement aku is not strong.....a few of us never had the chance to get back home in this past years..and aku have stuff to do before i can rest...emm..probably start a new life at this end...
Thursday, May 05, 2005
coolness
yo..how's everything guys
Aku rasa coolness should not be associated with anything especially saying that taruk gula in coffee is not cool and killing the very essence of coffee it self...aku tak packing any grudge with anyone whole hold this statement true at least apply it to him or herself...it got nothing to do with my ass...tapi sebagai peminat coffee aku rasa coffee has nothing to do with coolness....i drink my coffee under the condition ada sugar...and it only needs to hit the spot..
nak try coolness..aku suggest dive into a real battlefield with bullets flying all around test kalo korang tak wet your own pants....coolness got something to do to being calm...and wearing the latest fashion is not what to be called cool.....let me finish this cool thing...being cool is probably to not give a damn and butt and nose dive into people's shit....
Aku rasa coolness should not be associated with anything especially saying that taruk gula in coffee is not cool and killing the very essence of coffee it self...aku tak packing any grudge with anyone whole hold this statement true at least apply it to him or herself...it got nothing to do with my ass...tapi sebagai peminat coffee aku rasa coffee has nothing to do with coolness....i drink my coffee under the condition ada sugar...and it only needs to hit the spot..
nak try coolness..aku suggest dive into a real battlefield with bullets flying all around test kalo korang tak wet your own pants....coolness got something to do to being calm...and wearing the latest fashion is not what to be called cool.....let me finish this cool thing...being cool is probably to not give a damn and butt and nose dive into people's shit....
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