session 6

the time lost is the time lost forever...and so it seems

man , how i wish i could go back to the times bila every petang turun main bola and kena hambat ramai2 dengan warden. bila tak puas hati ngan contractor dewan makan g pecah masuk dewan makan. all your friends are your comrades in arms, and your brothers. bila rasa mengantuk dalam kelas bole tido, tak kesah sapa yang tengah mengajar.

aku dah masuk senior year...and all those years i never give a shit to have a real conversation except with those i came in contact everyday. and i am sure ada yang don't give a shit if aku or anyone else are around. aku try nak be more friendly with trivial questions but silence was the reply....aku pon terasa fucking annoyed...
hehehe..aku hold grudges against no one..so let that be..

dulu aku ada account friendster..nak ramaikan kawan and stuff ...satu hari aku terasa
lak menatang frienster nih macam mengarut ..terus aku delete account...let me tell you why....i've got no time to check who's giving comment and what not...that doesn't matter ... at the end of the day i trashed my friendster account....

aku pon terasa bersalah pasal tak baik dengan budak JPA yang lain...probably aku yang salah....dalam kelas pon tak nak bertegur.....kakaka...dua2 ego melampau...
aku took a stance to lay low and do what i need to do....so sapa2 yang terasa aku tk penah lak borak2 ngan diorang ...sori ah..aku tak resent anyone...aku nih jenis yang susah nak tegur orang..and orang tanya sepatah aku jawab sepatah.....further answer outside the realms of the question is a waste..