what is real....

what's up guys

satu pagi aku nak g sekolah....aku nampak sorang makcik nih picking up a paper bag...aku assuming she was looking for something to eat..aku harap expectation aku salah pasal aku tak stay behind to see what happen...and masa freshman dulu..bila aku nak g class pagi2 .nampak sorang makcik nih bukak tong sampah cari aluminum can...pada aku..such things does break one's heart....which brings aku to today's issue...mengapa saya kena bersyukur nnd minimize my sponsor's expense......

masalah duit cukup atau tak cukup aku rasa originate from one's spending habit and what did he do to make such amount seems little. so kalo sapa2 ada rasa masalah duit..sila lah check diri sendiri...kalo tak cukup duit bole pinjam kat aku..jangan makan batu at the end of month. aku penah consider nak move in on campus...tapi sponsor nak kena rake in more money...we don't want to do that are we? off campus isn't that bad....except that kena jalan jauh sikit nak g sekolah.

and one more thing, ada orang cakap kat aku...kalo nak belajar survive..g la jalan2 kat europe....there's nothing wrong with that...but kalo setakat jalan2 buang masa ngan duit aku..no thanks. nak survive..g la tempat macam slum ke ...ko tengok sikit the other side of the world.....bukak mata sikit.....kalo nak g tempat yang indah ngan masyuk je...we will never learn to look down...aku dah g detroit michigan and aku rasa slum is much worse than a village...

aku tak nak provoke orang...maybe we should put our thinking in what we have done